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About Me Member General Digital Photographer Emma Drury15/Female/Australia Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Devious Journal Entry

Sun Nov 22, 2009, 3:09 AM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Amberlin
  • Reading: Vonnegut
  • Watching: Big Bang Theory
  • Playing: .
  • Eating: .
  • Drinking: Tea.
This mood that's had me since Friday Night.
I think it's making everything worse.
I want to go out, I want to fuck someone over.
I want to lose myself.
And I want to lie about it.
I think it's the lack of lies I've been telling, secrets I've been keeping.
Thats pushing me over the edge.
I'm doing anything I can get away with.
I think it's the truth.
I liked being a bad person much more.
It's preferable to this eternal state.

Doldrums, darling, it looks bleak.

Attractive. Intelligent. Vulnerable.

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:iconsilentreflections:
=SilentReflections Oct 7, 2009, 4:57:01 AM
Hey em. I miss you. we need to talk more.

I just had a conversation about you with branden. fencing guy. Tall, blond.

Terrifficness.

ILY

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:icondesperate-scribbler:
~desperate-scribbler Oct 8, 2009, 3:50:24 PM
Aww sweets i miss you too!
You need to come and visit meeee.
Oh lol Branden, what a great kid. what did he say abouut me ? : D

Lets talk more. : )

xx ily

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I've Never Told A Lie, and That Makes Me A Liar.
I've Never Made A Bed, But We Gamble With Desire.
I've Never Lit A Match, With Intent To Start A Fire.
But Lately, The Flames Are Getting Out Of Control.
:iconsilentreflections:
=SilentReflections Oct 8, 2009, 6:04:21 PM
I know I do! I should visit you when I'm jetlaggeddddd.

He said you were amazing, and good at fencing.
I told him you were also awesome and very pretty.

Yes, lets.

ilyXinfiniteeeeeeeeeeeeeeey

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...in aCheap,seedy,bar.
　／l、
（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、 ~ヽ
　じしf_,)ノ
Yum.
:icondesperate-scribbler:
~desperate-scribbler Oct 8, 2009, 9:01:33 PM
Yes, yes you should. Why is you jetlagged.

Yay! he remembers me!
thanks sweetheart.

WERE TALKING NOW!

ily moar!

--
I've Never Told A Lie, and That Makes Me A Liar.
I've Never Made A Bed, But We Gamble With Desire.
I've Never Lit A Match, With Intent To Start A Fire.
But Lately, The Flames Are Getting Out Of Control.
:iconsilentreflections:
=SilentReflections Oct 8, 2009, 9:05:24 PM
I'm not jet lagged, but I will be when I get home from ENGLAND in January.

Read my journal for details.

ILY MOARERER!

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...in aCheap,seedy,bar.
　／l、
（ﾟ､ ｡ ７
　l、 ~ヽ
　じしf_,)ノ
Yum.
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:iconvaliantithe:
Mood: Anger ~valiantithe Sep 28, 2009, 2:40:28 AM
come over on friday !
:icondesperate-scribbler:
~desperate-scribbler Sep 28, 2009, 3:15:16 AM
I can't!
I have to go out that night, hence why I want to do something friday arvo.
How's about you go to Kateys, I come over saturday morning and then we go to your's on sunday?
pleeeeese?
xx

--
I've Never Told A Lie, and That Makes Me A Liar.
I've Never Made A Bed, But We Gamble With Desire.
I've Never Lit A Match, With Intent To Start A Fire.
But Lately, The Flames Are Getting Out Of Control.
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